Tuesday, November 21, 2006;
♥ 10:25 PM
i feel weird. i think i'm falling sick. its that kind of feeling where your head's in a slight headache, then your body is feeling a little hotter than usual, been like this for 2 days already, today's the 2nd. its that feeling u have b4 u have a fever? not sure. i should go pop a few panadols into my mouth =S
today had training, dunno why felt very freaking tired. even han wei said i looked dam tired, but it was just after the bench press, which was the 2nd workout.. had 7 in total. gosh. can't even do the lat pull properly.
think i should stop sleeping late already, good for my skin also, but whenever i sleep its at least 9 or 10 hours, don't understand why, but i think it should be enough. i want this to stop lol, dont want to keep feeling lethargic altogether.
went to grandma's house yesterday, haha as usual her cooking is still veryvery good! food rox there. but after a swim downstairs(was at a condo), came up to bathe, and had a talk with my grandma b4 i went into the toilet. shes quite worried about me having difficulty to talk, all who spoke to me asked how long i'm supposed to put on that appliance. its called a reconator by the way, however u spell it i darnoeZ. supposed to keep my lower jaw forward, so it wont slip back to the.. class B position for my teeth. mmhmmm. it was a nice talk. seeing her hair all white and stuff, i mean, its a nice white colour though. but she's a lively granny haha, not that old as u think. i could see from her face... worries. lots of em. bah wish i could do sth to help. i haven't seem my ah ma for a long time already, been busy this year see, and lucky i went, coz she wanted to see how i've been. first thing she said was "aiyo hai shi na yang shou, mei you pang leh". haha then my cuzzies just sat there and laughed? they so cute lah, and from last time, they are very big already. i still thought my cuzzie was p2, when she's p3 already. aha time flies, and her older bro is gonna be p6 nxt year! (i think) PSLE coming! same as me lol A lvls, and my sis, O lvls. its nice seeing them you noe, i mean, its kind of a timely thing? sorta needed that kind of stuff. it really felt nice there.. and to see my grandma its a nice feeling. i dont know how to describe but, i felt really happy seeing her. aha i shud build up more. shudn't make her worry so much. worries are not a necessity in this world, it would not exist if there were no feelings involved. its just that people worry because of love and affection. and i shud help my ah ma erase those worries. totally not needed.
sorry if this post sounds solemn. doesnt sound like the usual me LOL. just been thinking a lot. and i've been trying to revise. but no motivation. maybe for my new fone i will!! hahaa.. haiz u see, no camera fone, cant take pics of my cute cuzzies. they dam pro. maple lvl 41! higher than me =D and they even said "desmond korkor i think u are very cool"
me :"mei you la na li you cool, ni yao kan cool qu wo xue xiao kan lor"
think many pple are cooler than me, like duh, i dun think im cool at all? LOL. but haha its quite nice to have them look up to me like im some uhh.. coolio. gives them direction i hope! but hopefully not in the wrong way. anw, they very CUTE. heehee. and they grown much. celine's hair is longer already, and getting prettier by the day too! and terence got B-I-G-G-E-R, in size, haa and they're much more responsible and not as lazy as b4. oh wells.
com games are boring me to death. i always wondered last time how com games would ever bore me, but then its happening now quite surprisingly. and yeaa this is a long post. haha.. okays shall stop here. <3 ftw!
round and round we go...
